Resurrection Sunday.......

Happy ressurestion Sunday!!! Or well almost!!! ;) I'm not gonna do some super long post about all this cause I know everyone's probly done one and you've probly read alot of 'em! So this will just be I guess ramblings and stuff about it!! Enjoy!!;)

Okay so firt of all I wanna say thank you to Ashley Jones!!! She reall brought me to the realization that I'm not giving this day enough thought! I'm just kinda passing it off as another holiday and that's not what my response to this day should be!! And because of that I feel horrible like truly and really terrible! I mean THIS IS THE DAY JESUS ROSE FROM THE DEAD!!! AND NOT ONLY THAT HE OVERCAMEE DEATH HE CONQUERED IT!!! and best of all he did it for us. And most people think of it as a day to hunt for eggs and get presents and candy from imaginary giant bunny!! I admit that used to be me when I was younger it was always a race to find the golden or silver egg that had money in it!!! Is that wrong? not necessarily but should that be what we should center it around?!?!? Heck no!!! It's a day to rejoicE that we had someone willing enough to lay down their life for all of us everyone in the world!!! Fir us...unworthy,ungrateful,little scum being sinners!! Who deserve nothing for abandoning someone who is blameless perfect and who loved us more than imaginable more than will ever be imaginable!!! And we abandoned him and people still do to this very day. They don't some and never will...yell never me to that realization that this is not what its about. I mean wouldn't you think that there's got to be more to life then partying and not having a care in the world?!!? I don't get what people can't see about that!! Let me say right now(well type) that I am orpine wait hold on this deserves to be in caps. I AM PROUD TO BE A CHRISTIAN AND TO REALIZE TODAY THAT EASER SHOULD NOT BE CELEBRATED AS EASTER BUT AS A DAY TO REMEMBER AND TO REJOICE IN THE DACT THAT I HAD SOMEONE THAT LOVES ME ENOUGH TO DIE FOR ME TO GIVE HIS LIFE SO THAT I COULD HAVE HOPE AND A FUTURE,THAT I COULD KNOW LOVE LIKE NO OTHER TO FEEL AND ONE DAY HOPEFULLY SOON TO SPREAD AND SHOW!!!! Now if you can't see that or want that love that love like NO other there is something majorly wrong either that or you know nothing about God! But I do hope and know that if you're reading this you are or should be smart enough to realize that's not only what you SHOULD want it's what you need!!!

I'm super sorry I know I kinda went on a bunny trail and totally lied to you about not doing a long post, but so many things came to mind and to my realization I wanted to cry and almost did while typing this because of those things. And it makes me so so sooo sad to know that there are ignorant and just plain too freaking stupid to see that this is important it can't be put off until you feel like doing it especially because that probly wont happen. And they don't want to admit that they're not strong enough to be on their own and to know that they wouldve been or still will burn in hell!!! And that still somewhat frightens me to know that people I know and love my friends and family very close family! They might be going there and I don't want them too. I want to reach them but you can't always tell and some just dint want to listen they won't listen!!!!

But I'm gonna stop before I actually do cry but just thought I'd say a little somthin well guess alot of somethings. So happy Ressuresti tion Sunday. Love,

Sad and thoughtful jessy<3